Dear

Dear Jangkung
already one year
from that time when you were left me behind

and alrd three years
since i start to love you until now.
i remember when
i was fooled by your words
trusted by your acts
trapped by my own preception towards you
why must you come to me if in the end you are leaving me behind?
if i know from the start, I will not ever know you

because of you
i cant let anyone go in,
even i  lose my confidence towards man.
This is crazy.

How can im hurt when i lose you, when you are not even mine at once?
and most important,
do you what this stupid feeling affect me so badly?
and now,
I just want to let my unspeakable words that i must tell you from the start.
I love you from that time until now.
Sincerely, your bulet
credit title : corriana moulita chaezarani